and spread jellicoe i want to six thirty seven zero six my first encounter of the for the present systems are pretty young. lifestyle of drugs you know star early the thing with me was i got out february i think it was two thousand and twelve within three months i got out of a macor fives bamer restitution paid. child support paid everything i. zero. i start my own business i got a vehicle had tags had a license and everything in october that year i decided smokes weed and i thought the worst case scenario if i go to the probation office i have to go to a program where i would be urine test regularly i go to any a well the reality of fact is a dirty urine is a violation and probation officer i had was new and she was a stickler for the law and she violated me their own spot i wept like a little child i couldn't believe i had all made all this work on my i have all this to show you look at all this i have i've done it she's that you've done a lot but you still using drugs and it's against the law. to get sentenced to four years for dirty you're in the houses. it's a lot watching your child