a lot of the people that i was african-american, and it is funny, i was in one of my mad research jepsen i had organized it around this conference. i remember calling her, where am i? i have landed on another planet. [laughter] the fact was, and i got there and it was everything that you can imagine. old miss, the only black person, from princeton, i am working on gender and talking about black people and some of the people did not want to hear that. they didn't want to hear it from me. one of the things that i realized, it wasn't just because i was black and female. a lot of the animosity had to do with the fact that i was at princeton. people were not happy with that. i want to into the details of how brutal the commentator was and all of those things and how people came up to me afterwards and tried to say, we are sorry, we are sorry. but i will say that after that, i went back to princeton and i think i even wrote an e-mail to nell from the road saying, oh my god, what have i got myself into? i was not prepared for the response and i wrote her a long letter of what happened. she e-ma