first of all i know jeremiah workman. i was at bethesda when he was brought back. he was shot up pretty bad. and there's a young staff sergeant at the time that really grabbed hold of his bootstraps, tightened them up, and got on with life. and he's done very well. and he's fought ptsd, and he's helping other marines and navy corpsmen with ptsd. fear. i want to tell you i'm on that -- coming out of the mountains that day. fourth day into the operation. and we got ambushed. first time i'd ever been shot at. i hit the deck. very prudent thing to do. and when i looked up all those marines were looking at me lieutenant, what are we going to do? was i scared? you're damn right i was scared. first time i'd ever been shot at. were those troops scared? damn right they were scared. that is emotion. but at that point i went into action as an officer, leader of marines. i started doing what needed to be done. the thing is with fear is how you control that fear. you've got to control it. you're going to have it. you've got to control it. so it doesn't interfere with you making