i just remember like my friend jake, like holding my hand like jeremy isaac. this is not real, it's not happening. he shot the glass and then he would stick his barrel in at an angle and whoever he is, whether he hit, i really thought that we were gonna die. yes, i was, it was a one booth and like the fire alarm was a book. fire alarm on just a, an active shooter. it's a 100 other people went up and i mean like we shot, put desks by our door to power heated, sitting there in silence while we shared done shots the screen. i was basing my mind, what am i going to do if somebody tries to get through this with a high school and i think with all new, she doesn't high school with high school and parking a hold of a lot of a mom that i asked for a was a last can mr. call and right after that a shot away. oh wow. i remember like caring over the desk and i just saw blood everywhere. i saw the blood to pull it. i saw everything. i just didn't understand these kids. and finally, you were are shot that doesn't, that doesn't happen. ben was shot mattie was shot and sammy w