did jerram and. so one day. the main assessment from our streets. started. he called me. i was pushing away pushing away and there was no way for me to escape. and he was beating me. he was wearing heavy boots. and yours bidding me up from top to bottom. when they left i was all below the. blog was gong gushing from all over i really don't know how i made this is was made worse beating. and the girls couldn't believe it entirely. people don't know when they look at you and they're really left you it's left a scar a better me. you never knew when it will hit you and still i was managing what is inside to me. you know no wish for anybody to to understand what's happening you don't know what way. and you are there. and it's takes a long time until you get out of it. and this if i'm talking about. it's right. that. you go on. and. i felt every moment missing my mother. first a war she would be going to how happy she would be and then leading me in what to do i was just like helpless i don't know i was handling this child like a fragile thing. it's cannot be described the real