i hear jimmy alice's voice and jerry qrry's voice and i started to have fun with it. and i was so focused and concentrated that it let all my -- being scared go. and years later, when i got -- i didn't like acting anymore, and i went away, and then turned professional and fought for five years and freddie roach was my trainer, there came a day when you can't fight anymore. ok. because my neurological tests. but people said i think to myself, was that destructive that i took five years off to go do that? but yet what i gained -- what i never had, even when i was an amateur fighter or even as a civilian, i never had discipline with my -- with being focused and concentrated. i was always scattered everywhere. but going back and working with freddi about being responsible, being focused, and being concentrated. you know? and hard work. and just going over something that was like -- anybody can do all this. but if you train the way you no about boxing, if you can just perfect a left jab, you can keep 90% of the people off you. so it's all about boom. and i remember one tim