was entirely fatal that people would run away from you that the pic, the person, the pictures, jesse solomon, he was my partner. he died in october of $991.00 and you know, the 1st night just him i got together. i have to tell this guy that i may be positive. and so i brought him to a corner on new york like 4th avenue and 6, and told them guess they had to tell you something. i said yes. see i have h i v and he's like is that it goes been said nothing. i have aids and he said i said you do. and he said, well, what do you think the spots are on my face? there they were carpet or coma. and, you know, i thought i just thought you had, i had complexion. i didn't realize that's what it was, but you know, over the course just because it's about 2 years and he taught me so much about life to think in terms of possibility. i remember thinking that if i loved him enough, he wouldn't die. and then i remembered that and then i realized that if i really loved him, i had to let him go. and so he died in my arms around 7 am on october 6th, 1991. and to this day he is the love of my life. i tried to do my