permanent. this one is a scar. it will go away. >> jessica! >> i know. what do you think jason will say about that? >> i think he's going to think you're retarded. >> i think he is going to think more than that. >> while styx might be explaining her tattoos for the rest of her life, her short time at maricopa has resulted in a positive milestone. >> today is one month clean. yeah. so you don't need to worry about me right now. this is the best place for me to be right now. and i don't want you to worry about me. i want you to just know that i'm okay. i'm safe. it sucks, yeah, it sucks, but it's my fault. drugs got me here and it's my fault. i did this. and you know, i'm so sorry that i hurt you. i'm so sorry that you have to do this. i'm sorry! but i just think you should feel more comfortable knowing that i'm in here and i'm safe and i'm not out there and not knowing what i'm doing. knowing that this is going to change me for the rest of my life. that this five, six months, whatever it may be, whatever time i get, is better than me still being out there