jesus has markers. i didn't know what he meant. i asked the right question, colton, where are jesus' markers. he points, dad they were right here. points to the pumps and bends over and touch it is tops of his feet, that is where jesus' markers were, dad. >> when i was in the throne room of god to start with. i was upset because i didn't know what was happening. god used people that, people or thing that is i liked to calm me down. from there on i felt better. >> one day we were traveling together, he said musa dad, you had a grandpa named pop, didn't you? yeah. he is really nice. >> really? you used to work with him on the farm and shoot stuff. how do you know that? he told me. >> he asked me, are you todd's son. he said he is his grandpa. >> pop was my most significant male role model and killed before i was 7. >> i was busy paying bills. he told me he had 2 sisters. finally i said musa what do you mean you have 2 sisters? you had a baby die in your tummy. i looked at him, how do you know? she told me. he proceeded to describe her. >> she looked like cassie and had brown hair. she came up a