i said, jevon have you -- he said, i checked her five minutes ago.up, going to give her a kiss good night and she was having a fit on the bed. we called the paramedics and it was resolved. we took her to hospital. she woke up in hospital and the first thing she said was i'm hungry, can you go out and get me some kentucky fried chicken. that's the kind of girl she was. that was -- that was a fluke because jevon was not due to check her for another 55 minutes. and had he waited 55 minutes, that would have been it then. but at that point, i could have held my hands up and said, fair enough, that's fair enough. she was very ill. she was taken an inordinate amount of drugs, and i don't know how she survived. it was because she was so strong that she somehow managed to survive. and to -- to make this amazing recovery which she did. and i use the word recovery -- >> yeah, into come to this. just hold that thought. come back after break. talk about the recovery. then talk about the catastrophic performance in belgrade when she tried to launch this tour and i