jihan put her medical studies on hold to help tend all manner of horrible war injuries.g, everything, without prior practice and knowledge. so, you just, like, kind of in the situation try to pick up things. >> how many patients did you treat a day? >> 60, 70. >> 60 or 70? >> it was a lot. like, the whole hospital was full. >> when you heard he had been killed, what did you feel, relief? >> i felt relieved. i was, like, realizing that, okay, it's over. i'm trying to heal my own wounds, because in the middle of it, you just go, go, go, and you never realize how much injuries and trauma you get inside yourself. >> right. >> because we probably never think, like, we're going to survive and have a free libya or anything, because it is just going with the state of mind that i'm going to do my best and i'm already at peace with myself if i die. then you find yourself here now, and it is like, now, it is the gray area. >> jihan risked her life along with the men, but traditional and high-bound rules of conduct do not allow her to sit with them during dinner. she's relegated to