hello joanna mckenna, leave you, i'm a, i shouted on them, telling them to move. they're coming out on. rephrase this guy because he has nothing to do with the part and they move don't come at all. i'm going to give us a little because of a certain minutes later i was on the phone with the other portals foreman. and you say it isn't blaine, don't call one hoss. and now it's coming towards outs. pundits exceed breaking down nose down, which means formation of what that and i'm ready coming lane came and launched the muscles against our office the explosion. i mean, it's obviously a very and difficult clip to watch and my, i could see your reaction, you flinched as one would as one would imagine. how does it feel free to remember colleagues who have been lost? i'm trying to cover the stories for us. you know, it was a really sad moment, but all of them, i remembered that very well. we've been targeted many times that. i mean, this was the beginning of it. if you look good al jazeera to day, we have we're, we're banned from working so many are some of our journalists