beating congressman joe crawley in the democratic primary. crawley powerful in washington and even seen as a possible successor to nancy pelosi as speaker of the house. you took down a 20 year house veteran. you go head to head with the leadership of your party and at your age, a lot of women, i will put myself in this category when i was your age, i was trying to fit into the world as it is, not trying to change it. where do you get that confidence? >> i think, well, first of all, i don't think it's confidence at all. >> what is it? >> for me, what i find to be animating all of this is a sense of urgency. and so i don't feel confident doing those things. >> you have days where you doubt yourself? >> every day. every morning when i wake up, i sometimes find myself having to say, okay, like, this is why i'm here, this is why i'm doing this. i didn't take on a 20 year incumbent who was poised to be the next speaker of the house because i felt that i was amazing. i did it because i felt that in the time that we have right now where people are st