and john chafee ran. and there's a story in the book about that whole issue. and chafee in those days, he was not the john chafee we know and love today. he had lost the governorship, he had lost the senatorship. he had the misfortune of being secretary of the navy in rhode island when they closed all the bases. and at that time i was man of the year, and we had control of the republican party, so i could have had the nomination very easily. but after the 1980 election, there's a funny story in there. i had met, gone out to meet with ronald reagan out in california, and then i met, when i met with him, the fellow who took me to meet him was john sears. but they got rid of him after they lost the iowa caucuses. but reagan was sitting there with mike dever in wilshire boulevard office. and reagan looked old, he looked older then than he did when he became president. i'll never forget because he was a conservative kind of guy, and i wasn't. so he was talking, and he said, well, what you see is what you get. and then i went left and i said to john sears, what happ