the book actually was born out of a conference was orchestrated by a delete john denver the symposium and aspen in colorado so we invented the lie to us to come to aspen to do a presentation on our work in of the challenges that we face. the publishers asked us to write the book so the book is focused focuses on the principles of that attitude principles perhaps as a platform to encourage people to tap into a lot of times is not happen to us but how we handle it. the actions that we take and the activities that involve an issues that happen to us >>> you mentioned a few of them earlier the mention a few more health is inner peace and healing is letting go of fear. giving and receiving are the same we can let go of the past and of the future and as the only time there is in each incident is forgiving rican learned to love ourselves and others by forgiving mother than judging who would become of finders rather than felt finders we're students and teachers to each other since love is eternal death need not be viewed as fearful as a few of them. >>> attitude and healing a such a courageou

i was about -- i was john denver all the way. you know? i think about it often. you know? i do.re, to live in here, to be honest, i had to put it out of my mind. that's the only way you can deal with it. only way i can deal with it. >> it was interesting for me to watch how lawrence chose to deal with the vast amount of time he had to serve. he was very involved in the leather shop. and then he also had these little rocks on to which he would paint these intricate and elaborate tableaus. >> that mountain scene right there on the back of this one. purple mountain majesty thing, you know? it's time consuming but it is tedious. >> everything was very tiny. so the amount of time and focus and energy it took him to do each one of these rocks must have been immense. >> i'm going to do a yoda. a yoda on one of them, for a friend of mine. >> though stall looked for distractions in prison, he wasn't completely unwilling to face the consequences of his actions. during our stay at holman, he decided to participate in a victims empathy class the prison conducts for those convicted of murder

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>> mechanic on john denver's airplane? >> all right, ready to go.hould be good to go. >> stephanie: that was highly inappropriate. we did carlos the mechanic. >> we were a nighttime show. edgy back then. >> stephanie: now we're completely appropriate. let's go to -- oh, boy rex in ohio. you're on "the stephanie miller show" with carlos. >> caller: hi, there. i'm the official ohio physician for "the stephanie miller show." >> stephanie: thank you. >> caller: amendment one to go beyond the obvious bigotry it is a testimony to absolute ignorance of human biology. there is more to sexuality than a man and a woman and not just in terms of -- >> stephanie: don't i know it. >> caller: what they're calling for is genetic testing. i started thinking this through. these guys don't believe in genetics of course. but if they start testing people, they will find people who have genetic disorders that are neither male nor female or both or who have developmental disorders and so on and so forth. so i think this begs for our court challenge but it is just a giant

don't mean to mock it because, you know -- i don't know, indian style, play the guitar, a little john denver, before you know it you're in a totally different mood. senator lugar is the longest serving senator in indiana history. along with utah's orrin hatch he's the longest tenured republican lawmaker in the u.s. senate. senator lugar has been at the center of every major foreign policy debate since ronald reagan was president. for more on his primary loss and the national reaction you can check out our website foxnews.com/politics. fox news alert now breaking news out of the white house today. we understand president obama may make some news shortly on the issue of gay marriage. just 24 hours after a controversial piece of legislation that effectively bans gay marriage passed in north carolina. this is the same state where democrats are set to hold their national convention later this year. our chief white house correspondented henry live at the white house on the north lawn with an update. what is going on? >> reporter: we have new information. as you know the president said in december

about how well paul mccartney could play guitar on mother nature's son and he said and so could john denvers. >> i had seen him in the months before. i was prepared for him to say this stuff. he was in the middle of therapy. whatever is on my mind, say it. he would not spare anybody but it shocked the world when it came out. the beatles had been really protected and kept in their capsule and their bubble. so for the lead of the beatles it was like the dream is over. at that point he said that every concert they got to they would never see teenage kids by the end. they would go back stage or front rows and meet kids in wheelchairs. john lennon said people looked at us like we were jesus. >> it is fascinating to hear me talk about john lennon on the cover in 1970 in the same conversation that you are justin beiber on the cover. >> my view is that music is music. we cover popular culture as well as music and politics. popular culture i think you learn a lot about this country. there has been a morones conversation about this country and the way we live and popular culture than there has been i

me and frank zappa went to washington and john denver and fought for freedom of speech. >> brian: itmany people would eventually. but you talk about the pain of losing it all. you were at the top of the heap. everything you could ever dream of and you lost it all. how did you battle back? >> my book is a cautionary tale because i didn't do drugs or alcohol. i'm clear thinking. my manager didn't rip me off. my agents, my accountants. i did it myself and i lost everything. i bottomed out in the '90s where i was literally borrowing cars on weekends so my wife could do hair and make-up for wedding on the weekend. >> steve: i love the story, you and alice cooper were exchanging phone messages? >> yeah, alice cooper, that guy, and we started singing show tunes to each other. i grew up in a household where broadway songs were being played all the time. no, i didn't have two dads. we used to go see broadway shows. it was always a part of my life. i did broadway and it reconnected me. he i said let's make them rock. i think i did with patty la upon, cindy lauper and others. >> brian: you're n

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denver. maryland and johns hopkins in the other game. joe scored with nine seconds left as they beat lehigh. hopkins defeated stony brook. loyola yesterday, unbelievable women's game. the first round of the tournament very little wearing white. johnson tries it and send it to overtime. in overtime, meredith gives the breaker for the lead. this is not sudden death in the women's, this is just time- based. delaney high-school, is it right there. with three seconds left, sydney thomas to hanna smith, that is the game-winner. logan's 10-9 and will put in maryland on saturday. remember the preakness? that is also set for saturday. quite a week coming up. >> thank you. >> alisa clark 27, 64 degrees. good news for those of you at the tunnel. >> a lawmakers ahead to annapolis for a special session on the budget. i'm kim dacey , details coming up. >> attending of the guard for baltimore's catholic community. what the new archbishop exports to about his new assignment >> . tracking a problem on the topside of the beltway. we will update you on tha

denver. marylanders plays john hopkins. blue jays beat stony brook 19-9.pennsylvania, john tillman and the terrapins advanced with a one-golden. the turterrapins in the dark jerseys. this above all, to buy and own self be true. wish i came up with that. a couple of local princ briakid. tied at 9. joe, a senior from oil spill. maryland wins 10-9 at johns hopkins. and in the girls, mcdonnell over maryville. they won 69 straight games. that's a pretty good winning streak. reagan's wrapped up their first minicamp of the spring authorities and free agents this weekend. john and eric putting the names and numbers to the faces. ravens topic is no. 91, courtney upshaw, the 35th player selected in the draft. is replacing terrell suggs. upshot is looking for approving he belongs in the nfl. it's just get myself prepared, it's the reason i want to be ready, in condition and in shape for other veterans get in and able to make a start. competing and do what i do best, playing football. >> the preakness on saturday, the ttrainer for all of another disaster reagan's prac

cnn's senior vatican analyst john allen is outfront with us tonight from denver along with our legal yst, paul callan. john allen, i want to start with you. what motive would the butler have to steal these documents? what were their contents and why would he want to leak them to the press? >> let's start with the contents first. the documents that have been rolling out of the vatican really since january that collectively constitute what is known as the vati-leaks scandal cover a wide range of ground, including some things that are almost sort of comically surreal, such as an anonymous memorandum about a plot to kill the pope that most people don't take seriously. so we go from that extreme to very damaging revelations about the inner workings of vatican finances, alleging corruption and cronyism and also raising questions about the effectiveness of the new measures, the new transparency measures pope benedict xvi has decreed to try to get the country on the white list of countries that meet international standards in the fight against money laundering. the motives for releasing all o

let's break in cnn's vatican analyst john allen, joining us from denver.ind of access are we talking about to the pope? >> well, look, you know, the pope is like presidents and prime ministers. they live in a bubble and most people don't have access. but the exception is the pope's own household, including two priest secretaries, four consecrated lay women what cook and clean and so on. and then a handful of laymen who act as butlers who serve his meals and serve his other personal needs. the guy that's been suspected as the suspected mole, in his early 40s, is one of those papal assistants right there in the pope's apartment. so this is somebody that the pope would perceive as a member of his family. >> and someone who rides in the popemobile. what kind of papers and documents are we talking about that this butler is alleged to have taken from the desk of the pope? and then handed off to a journalist which found its way into a book? >> well, how much of the total vatican leaked scandal this guy is responsible for we don't yet know. but if we look at the t

let's break in cnn's vatican analyst john allen, joining us from denver.ind of access are we talking about to the pope? >> well, look, you know, the pope is like presidents and prime ministers. they live in a bubble and most people don't have access. but the exception is the pope's own household, including two priest secretaries, four consecrated lay women what cook and clean and so on. and then a handful of laymen who act as butlers who serve his meals and serve his other personal needs. the guy that's been suspected as the suspected mole, in his early 40s, is one of those papal assistants right there in the pope's apartment. so this is somebody that the pope would perceive as a member of his family. >> and someone who rides in the popemobile. what kind of papers and documents are we talking about that this butler is alleged to have taken from the desk of the pope? and then handed off to a journalist which found its way into a book? >> well, how much of the total vatican leaked scandal this guy is responsible for we don't yet know. but if we look at the t

denver. >> talk about a power position. john avalon, let me start with you.in colorado, crucial state. we say this group of latinos can decide the state. where else will they swing at? >> this shows where the latino population is throughout the united states. strong throughout the southwest but growing enormously. let's take a look at three other swing states in addition to colorado that could determine the winner of this election. first, nevada, where mitt romney is tonight. we've got more than a quarter of the population now latino. when barack obama won this population by 3/4 in 2008. and you'll see these in all three states, they elected a republican governor. brian sandoval in 2010. it shows just what a swing state this is and how pivotal it can be. let's look at the next one. new mexico. one of the big bellwethers. also elected hispanic republican governor in 2010. this dynamic again showing one of the real states up for grabs. and finally probably the big kahuna, florida. florida, florida, florida. the infamous swing state. 2010 they elected marco rubi

john elway. he won the super bowl for the denver broncos. why did he think he needed to trade tebow to do it?we just thought once peyton came on board, it was a tough mix for us because of the difference in styles in quarterbacks that peyton was compared to tim. >> we get into that, plus, peyton manning's massive and risky contract. that's coming up in the next hour on the "closing bell." >> did you tebow with him? the world needs more energy. where's it going to come from? ♪ that's why right here, in australia, chevron is building one of the biggest natural gas projects in the world. enough power for a city the size of singapore for 50 years. what's it going to do to the planet? natural gas is the cleanest conventional fuel there is. we've got to be smart about this. it's a smart way to go. ♪ >>> shares of chesapeake have dropped. what is going on? >> the undisclosed could be 1.4 billion and from a cash loss standpoint, very difficult. >> all right. thank you so much. brian, i'm coming to you now from the post. the ew script scripps at the nyc after benchmark upgraded the company from a buy

denver, partly sunny, 79. seattle, mostly cloudy, 58. >>> the wife of a government star witness against john edwards is expectedack on the stand today. under intense questioning from edwards' lawyers yesterday, sherri young admitted her husband drank heavily when he worked for edwards and that they kept about a million dollars from two wealthy campaign supporters. she also said that edwards' lies about his affair with rielle hunter forced her husband to go public. >>> in a perjury trial of roger clemens, andy pettitte will be back on the stand today. the yankees pitcher testified yesterday his former teammate told him he had taken human growth hormone. clemens says pettitte, quote, misremembered the conversation. clemens is charged with lying to congress about his alleged abuse of performance-enhancing drugs. >>> talk about snail mail. a virginia man finally got a postcard from his mother 54 years after she mailed it. she put it in a chicago mailbox back in 1958. it was recently delivered to a woman in florida. she posted it on facebook and managed to track down scott mcmurray. >> it was a very pleasant surpris

then maria talks with hall of famer john elway about the business of football, running the denver broncosy he traded tebow, why he signed payton manning for a load of dough all on a first on cnbc interview coming up on "closing bell" when maria and i see you from here at post nine at the new york stock exchange. let's head over to the nymex. and sharon epperson on energy. sharon. >> you're looking at a close here, bill, for oil that is once again above a key technical level. and traders don't want to say exactly that perhaps we've seen a bottom here in oil prices, but it is an interesting trading day here looking at oil prices once again above that 96.30 level closing above $97 a barrel. the key to think about here is we got the weaker trade data from china. we saw oil imports from china at a four-month low. the market ignored that. opec production is up. the market ignored that. what will they be paying attention to in the session ahead? the euro, the european commission's outlook on economic conditions in the eurozone, that is going to be a key factor. perhaps with a currency trade as w

denver. >> talk about a power position. we have ruben navarrette and john avlon.orado, a crucial state. but this group of latinos could decide the whole race. what are the other states where they'll swing at? >> let's take a look. this map shows where the hispanic concentrates throughout the united states. it's the fastest growing minority group. look at three other swing states that could determine the winner of the election. first nevada where mitt romney is tonight. we have more than a quarter of the population latino. now, barack obama won by three quarters in 2008, but in all the three states they elected a republican governor. brian sandoval in 2010. so it shows just what a swing state this is. and how pivotal it can be. how much up for grabs. let's look at next one. new mexico. one of the big bellwethers. almost 50% latino in this state. >> that's amazing. >> also elected a hispanic republican governor in 2000, suzanna martinez. this shows one of the real states up for grabs. finally probably the big kahuna, florida. florida, florida, florida. the infamous

john mid day and that increased sunshine. will become sunday in the afternoon and during on monday san francisco expects morning clouds and high of 62. for los angeles denvernd chicago thunderstorms new york as thunderstorms. for tomorrow for us will warm up a little bit temperatures in the 60s near 70 at around the bay and low seventies inland. will warm up for wednesday, temperatures will approach almost 90 degrees by the latter half of the week. another cool day tomorrow. >>> most people have three days of this weekend >>> golden gate bridge $35 million to build a whole thing. >>> done in 40 months. >>> kim coyle with sports will for the best for baseball >>> we have been scouting for brian sabean and found somebody who might help the giants. defense lets them down again and a snap a losing streak,,,,,,,,,, >>> held as on the web for the a's, manny ramirez could all be back in the lineup for the team's upcoming road trip. he's facing his former team in new york to yankees >>> previn to deep right field that door that ball is high and far and on. the yankees have tied again >>> john stirling and one of his trademark home run calls. bottom of the third an

johns hopkins. the terps beat the rays last month. also, top seed loyola will take on denver.lso in annapolis. a whole lot going on. and we have it covered for you. i'll have orioles highlights for you tonight. all tonight at 11:00. back to you for now. >> great weekend for sports. ,,, >>> don't miss the cbs primetime lineup tonight at 10:00. it's an episode of blue blood. >>> that's it for us tonight. back at 11:00. i'm kai jackson. and for bob and mark, i'm denise koch. don't go away, there's much more ahead on the cbs evening news with pgh >> rodriguez: tonight the facebook frenzy. as investors pour billions into the company, the price of the brand new stock barely moves, but facebook employees become instant millionaires. reports from anthony mason and john black stone. what witnesses say happened just before george zimmerman shot trayvon martin to death in sanford, florida. mark strassmann has the latest on the evidence. the congress get anything done? nancy cordes on the battle over protecting women from violence. >> stop playing games with the lives of women! pgh >> rod

he'll then head to denver for a campaign event, and then ends his day in california at a fundraiser at the home of a supporter. >>> today the jury in the john edwards trial will deliberate for a fourth day. the jurors asked for notes from rachel bunny mellon. the 101-year-old woman provided most of the $1 million that is in question. prosecutors accuse jed wards of using money to hide his pregnant mistress during the beltway in 2008. he faces up to 30 years in prison if convicted. >>> changing their story, what several witnesses are saying that they saw the night trayvon martin was killed. >>> the scary claims a woman made that forced a transatlantic flight to turn around. >>> keening a close eye on the weather for you as more storms roll through the region. >>> he got a breaking ball in the air to left field. did he get it? yes, he did. 4-1 washington. >> the nats may have gotten their upper hand in the rivalry with the phillies. 5-2 win. the nats have won sick straight in philadelphia and have 13 wins against their rivals in their last 16 matchups. things could heat up tonight when nats face cole hamels after intentionally hitting bryce h

john register here. [applause] and the former mayor of denver, wellington webb, in the house.[applause] plus all of you are in the house. [cheers and applause] and i can tell you're fired up. [cheers and applause] we had some folks to get you fired up. >> ready to go! >> and ready to go. now, si se puede. [cheers and applause] >> i'm here not just because i need your help, although i do need your help. [laughter] >> you got it! >> i'm here, i'm here because the country needs your help. >> yes! >> four years ago we came together to reclaim the basic values that built this country, that built the largest middle class and the most prosperous economy in the world. and we came together because we believe that in america your success shouldn't be determined by the circumstances of your birth. if you're willing to work hard, you should be able to find a good job. if you're willing to meet your responsibilities, you should be able to own a home, maybe start a business be, give your kids a chance to do better than you did no matter who you are, no matter where you came from, no matter

john dickerson, thanks very much tonight. and today is cinco de mayo, not just a big day for celebrating mexican culture. as rick sallinger of our cbs station kcnc in denver tells us, it's also become an important day on the political calendar. ♪ >> reporter: yvette alba is exactly the sort of voter the republicans are looking for here at denver's annual cinco de mayo celebration, a hispanic who voted for barack obama four years ago but is now considering mitt romney. >> he's got the business experience, for sure. in other issues, he seems to go back and fourth quite a bit depending on what the popular vote is at the time. so that kind of concerns me, whereas obama kind of stays solid. >> reporter: independent and hispanic voters turned out in large numbers for obama in 2008, but if romney can get just a fraction of those votes, it could help him to victory here. pollster floyd ciruli has been analyzing colorado politics for over 25 years. >> the romney campaign is clearly playing catch-up in colorado. they need to move at a high, visible level if they're going to try to make the statement that "we care about the hispanic community." >> it's not always ab

john farrell who goes by jack. jack farrell began his career in journalism writing for such newspapers as the denver post and the boston globe. for the last three decades washington has been his beak and he cover all three branches of the federal government which has included his covering every presidential election since 1980. he is a senior writer for the center for public integrity which is a nonprofit, non-partisan investigative news organization. in 2001 he published a real page turner. to the o'neal and the democratic century. his writing has received a slew of prizes including last night as you may know when jack receive a los angeles time book price for biography for clarence darrow. [applause] here are our panelists and off we go. before we get into the theme, who knows if we will stick to this scene or not? i have been looking for threads. having a devil of a time. i thought if each of you might begin we will start with you, dick, perhaps talking about how and why you got into writing about the berlin airlift especially considering the books that preceded it. >> there are two reasons. one was that jim wrote a

to help us understand all this, we turn to john allen, who covers the vatican for the "national catholic reporter" based in rome. he joins us tonight from denver. okay. leaked documents, a butler arrested, insider... one insider gone, another tough financial figure gone. what really is at the heart of this? what's this about? >> margaret, good to see you and happy memorial day. look at one level this is a story about a venturis old institution that has always prized secrecy struggling to come to term s with the 21st century world in which it is quite difficult to keep things hidden. they're seeing some of their most closely guarded secrets rolld out for public view. things like document concerning vatican finances, internal policy disputes, even the pope's private correspondent. now related to that, this is also a story that very much shows us the human face of the vatican because whatever the vatican's spiritual claims it is also a government. like governments everywhere, there are sometimes power struggles. there are sometimes whistle blowers. there are even sometimes managers who quite honestly struggle to make the trains run on time. it ma

john henrehan, fox 5 news. news >>> he is officially charged with murdering a d.c. tourist. investigators say michael davis attacked gary dedriches who was visiting from denver. this incident happened on emerson street northwest last month. davis is already in jail accused in two other assault cases. he's the younger brother of former redskin vernon davis who now plays for san francisco and miami dolphin cornerback vontae davis. >>> former faa chief randy babbitt is off the hook, drunk driving charges tossed off filed against him. the allegations toss babbitt his job. the judge determined babbitt did make a correct left hand turn into a parking lot when he was stopped last december. babbitt said he does not regret resigning his job and is glad to have this behind him. >>> a month after the embarrassing scandal hit the secret service government investigators interviewed the prostitute at the center of the affair. dania suarez voluntarily met with them at the u.s. embassy in spain. she claims the drunken secret service agent refused to pay her after a night together, so she went to police. prostitution is legal in colombia. eight secret service employees have l

john allen of cnn, correspondent for the national catholic reporter, joins us this morning from denvers is intrigue at the highest levels of the government. bring me up to speed here on what these documents show and why this is such a scandal that they were leaked. >> good morning, guys. yeah, the vatican is always good for some intrigue and we certainly had a healthy dose of it over the holiday weekend. the charge is this 46-year-old italian lehman by the name of paola dab yelle is the mold of qha -- secret documents have been leaked to the press and created international sensations. these documents a lot of them and they are highly diverse among themselves. talking about confidential accordance between the pope's ambassador in washington and his bosses back home about internal policy disputes. documents from the vatican bank and elsewhere inside the vatican documenting alleged corruption and cronyism and vatican finances and also a plot to kill the pope. the thing is the problem for the vatican isn't so much the content of these documents because they have been able, as they have rol

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