he did everything he wanted and at the end he quoted the john gillespie magee column. but he was the first time i could see ronald reagan was really upset and the teacher and in part about a dreadful tragedy, in part because he understood it was the height of the cold war. you have to let the world know a little bit. no soviet union, this is not quote make a military disaster. there was a lot going on. reagan left the oval office feeling it had not succeeded. in the words of abraham lincoln he felt it hadn't scoured, lincoln said a good speech scours, breaks up the earth these reagan did not feel the speech had met the moment. i came to think afterwards that he thought that in part because there is nothing you can say that could meet a moment that painful to the american people and to you. i picked up from watching reagan how he felt, everybody went home by that night feeling sad about what happened, the history that happened and reagan's part and my part feeling we had not met the moment, feeling disappointed in ourselves. however something changed overnight. people s