kayla dan very was kim main. 152015. she was my friend 24 year old edwards. james was killed on april 15th, 2019. he was my brother. 902 johns. it was september 5th 2018. it was my brother losing the months. it was a breaking point for me. he was a young person. we lost in my city. i didn't know how to move forward, but the young people are resilient. they knew he was someone who wanted to make a difference. and they didn't lead said death going vain. me. yeah, i really miss my baby. so he's here with me. i guess she me. yeah, yeah. get him to mentally prepare, mom mentally. really prepare myself because, you know, i still see in like i hear you sir. look, things you know, sit up and wait on them. you know, that can my mind, you know, i can hear them a window called me so you have to deal with are being the memory. well i just say still here with me is happy, strongly get to the day because i could come and sit down and talk to me. maybe not feasible for me. i always say mama will make you happy making you don't worry about it. don't move in the school, graduate. everything. anyway. excuse me. i yeah. right. there's perfect.