john lennon shot and killed in the dakota apartment building where he lived. >> the suspect is identified as mark david chapman hinckley idolized lennon. that new year's eve he locks himself in his room at his parents' house. drinks peach brandy. plays his guitar and wallows in his own misery. ♪ sometime during the night, hinckley writes in his diary, john lennon is dead. forget it. it's just going to be insanity. i still think about jodie all the time. anything i might do in 1981 would be solely for jodie foster's sake. i want to tell the world that i love her. >>> valentine's day, 1981, john hinckley is leaving more notes for jodie foster. on one postcard he writes, one day you and i will occupy the white house. please, do your best to remain a virgin. you are a virgin. aren't you? >> but this time hinckley is not just leaving her notes. he's contemplating a violent act. >> he had guns with him when he was in new haven stalking jodie foster and just unsure what he was doing with it. >> spurned once more by foster and feeling suicidal, hinckley goes to new york city, still carrying the guns he bought in dalla