but i don't want to right now. >> john manard got ten years tapped onto his life sentence. to help him escape. >> john didn't like that the media portrayed him as this manipulating scumbag. >> she received a letter from john manard with his side of the story. >> he said he loved kobe and that if you had manipulated her there would've been no reason to stay with her after the escape. >> back at the prison in kansas warden breathed a sigh of relief. but he still felt betrayed. >> toby left a wake of just battered emotions. >> excellent way to put it. it was, you know, do you even understand the depth of the harm and the trauma and the emotional hurt you put on people with this. >> so many people feel betrayed by you. >> yes, they do. i mean, i betrayed so many people's trust and love. i let the people down who cared about the dog program, i let the people down who worked at the prison, i like my family down. >> did you speak with your husband after the arrest? >> i talk to him once. >> he said that i had ruined his life in his life was over. >> we reached out to toby's ex husb