>> i think of someone like johnny, johnny guz. whenever you saw him he would always be smiling. think about cash a lot. i was really just stunned by her. she was someone who was so young but already clearly knew who they were. >> this has been sauch difficuc difficult week for so many people. as you reflect and look forward, what are he hoping will come out of all of this? >> i really hope that it brings communities together to advocate for those of us in the arts communities and those of us who are people of color and queer and trans and the most marginalized and the most vulnerable. ♪ >> after talking with russell butler i headed to the vintage sympathizer museum in oakland to meet with three others who lost friends in the fire. john lady is a musician, jonah stroud is a musician and sound engineer, brendan draper is a sound engineer and manages local bands. thank you all for being with us. i know it's been a really tough week. could each of you tell us about someone that you lost in the fire and you would like to share a memory of. >> two people i lost were ben ren alds and d