were basquiats that were seized from you know these actors' homes and whatever that were gifts from jolo. it's worth it. i mean just to show up at the super bowl like yeah. well i didn't care about football. so, um, why do you like cheer at the wrong moments? oh, i have no idea what was going on at all, so i wasn't even pretending and that was the other really bizarre thing about these interactions is like, you know, you don't actually have to do that. like i wasn't i wasn't being told to cheer or anything but was what was interesting in both of these experience was watching how other women like saw opportunities and capitalized on them and was like, okay like this guy obviously wants to have beautiful women around like, how can i parlay this into something larger? and i think that at a certain point in my life, i was like, i would never do that. meanwhile, i'm you know doing paid posts for toothpaste that are owned by the same type of men essentially and maybe the transaction is a little bit more clear. but that was another instance of sort of like my own judging my own internalized mis