jon dorenbos joins me now. jon, the book is remarkable. i won't dwell on this part of it.2nd, 192, you get out of bed, your father laid out your baseball uniform, puts you in the neighbor's car without any hint he killed mom the night before in the family garage. >> that's where the journey starts. that's where i drove away. >> was there any history of violence, explanation, anything that can make sense of what transpired the night before? >> no, that's crazy. we were kind of like "the brady bunch." he coached my teams. president of little league. my mom volunteered at school. we were loved by the community. this was completely out of the blue and shocked not only the neighborhood but shocked my family. >> you're very praising of your therapist, john, you give him a shout out, many shoutouts in the book. something i'm wrestling with, the therapist when you are 13 thinks it's important you be given the opportunity if you choose to do so to see the autopsy photos, and you did, and you're glad that you did. speak to that. >> you know, at the time everybody thought he was craz