jorgensen: adhd medicine is a very small dose of meth in a pill. man: this isn't food. this is meth. jorgensen: why would anyone want to put this in their body? [overlapping voices] afton: hold on. i'm taking meth? do other people know that they're taking meth? i wanted to talk to someone with a little bit more experience. woman: focus. afton: yeah. ha ha ha! mimi is talented and successful. i mean, she designed the movie set she uses as her zoom background. as i've been learning about adhd, i especially am focusing in on all the negatives. ok. well, this is what needed to be fixed. this is why i needed to take medication, and i think even as it helps me, i go, "oh. well, i guess i need to take this because i'm weak." like, i find myself thinking those things. i don't know. maybe you can speak to this, that it just takes time to sort of not feel guilty about it all anymore. mimi: i can remember going back to my psychologist friend and saying to her, "i'm feeling really guilty. i mean, this is a controlled substance," and she said, "oh, nonsense." she said, "if you had d