>> in october of october 1989 i came out to los angeles to work on my biography of jose menendez for e brothers to really understand the menendez family. at a certain point in the interview, i gently that, i need to ask you a few questions about the night of the murders. >> i've never seen anything like it. i never will see anything like it. >> they weren't real. >> he told me repeatedly how close the family was. how much he loved his parents. and he told me what a shock it was to walk in and see his parents. >> i think that possibly if lyle and i would have been home, i definitely would give my life. >> as we were walking around the house, straight back from the main foyer was the room where jose and kitty had been killed. and i felt a chill as i walked by the room. and i thought to myself, if my parents had been killed in this house, had been brutally murdered, i wouldn't be living in this house. >> we had put in several interview requested and they finally agreed to sit down with us at their mansion. it started as any interview would do. you want to draw them out and see what they

>> jose menendez's obvious purpose was to use his child's body to satisfy his lust. >> i had no ideaoys had never spoken about that and -- or anybody that i knew around them had never spoken about that. i never saw anything with jose and the boys at all. >> between the ages of 6 and 8, did your father have sexual contact with you? >> yes. >> everyone in the courtroom was stunned. people just writing as fast as they could, trying to get every word. >> my dad came in and told me to take off my clothes and to kneel on the bed. at one point, i just started screaming, and i started saying, "stop, it hurts. it hurts." >> i think people were stunned, not only to hear this claim in the first place, but to hear the details about what these brothers said happened to them. >> he raped me. >> did you cry? >> yes. >> did you ask him not to? >> yes. >> how did you ask him not to? >> i just told him -- i don't -- i don't -- i'm sorry. i just told him that i didn't want to do this and that it hurt me, and he said that he didn't mean to hurt me, and he loved me. >> i saw reporters that were crying. i