for two months, joselyn sellan's life came to a standstill.o listen to weeks of evidence as a member of the jury in the case. though it's rare in the uk forjurors to speak to the media because of strict legal constraints, she wants to highlight the emotional impact of a case like this. i sat in my car thinking, i don't want to go in. with every fibre of my being, i don't want to go in. but i knew i had to and i had a duty to do that. the day of the medical evidence was very, very difficult. in many respects, because it was so medically detailed at times, you could disassociate that this was a child that they were talking about. actually, the hardest day was the following day, the clinical evidence from the paediatrician when she was describing how logan would have been in life and how his final hours would have been. and that was incredibly difficult... ..because your imagination will take you to very dark places when you're hearing that kind of evidence. it's very, very distressing. and you can't help thinking, well, as i'm sure people would