the great joseph merrick. he wooed me in a way that was just right. i felt it was right. what was i thinking? you know in the part, what was i thinking? i thought it would be a simpler path. >> you show a lot of yourself. >> i show a lot of myself and what was i thinking? it is also a journey i have never taken before as an actress. it brought me to a new place. i am thankful for that. i am very thankful for that. >> who is ms. kendall? tell us about john merrick. >> john merrick is this man who was hideously deformed and had a difficult and treacherous life and was in the carnival. he was a circus freak. but he is taken in by, he has this, these grotesque deformities that were rather unprecedented, and this extraordinary doctor, dr. treaves in the play, it takes him in and he became a cause celebre. he was this brilliant, erudite funny, charming, slightly feminine, a winning man. and a truly --people always equate mrs. kendall and john merrick as the beauty and the beast but the truth is he was, he is the bea