was like, "julia roberts is going to be on our street.he color draining from her face just, like, shook her head and said, "yes. and then of course i watch it opening day with popcorn -- so excited. my gay ass thrilled. and then she's, like, here's julia roberts stomping on roaches and barely making like her rent and i'm like, "okay, well, not glamorous, but love it." >> seth: were you someone that, as you were going through school, did you have a sense that you were one of the funny ones >> yeah, i mean, i feel like i realized i was funny when i also realized how deeply unfunny everyone was around me >> seth: sure, yeah. >> i think that's a good comparison no, but i mean, look, being born gay and disabled in this world, you kind of realize you need some, like, houdini tricks to get through it like, i was like, "okay, this world wasn't built for me. let me get a machete, and just whack my way through." so yeah, i very much realized that, like, i needed to look at life through a lol lens or it was going to be very bleak >> seth: your show,