julian zeleny is a historian and professor at the princeton university is also with us.tlemen. we are glad to have both of you here. doug, i did want to start with you. i want to bring up, if we could, please, an instagram post from jenna bush who says -- she talked to her grandfather about dying. he said, yes, i think about it. i used to be scared and afraid of buying but now in some ways i look forward to it. when i die will i reunited with people i lost. i hope to see robin and i mop to see my mom. then he said, i hope she is the 3-year-old. how much did that affect who he was, losing his daughter? did he ever talk about robin to you? >> yes, he did. it was profound impact on him and provoked great curiosity about life after death, the possibility of it. when i first met him and first started writing for him was 1985 and '86, '87, he was not yet a candidate for president. he was in that stage of why do you want to run for president, so you had all of these theological questions and it started out with me writing pages of memorandum explaining the different languages t