julie d o'rourke. i cover in the book she's yeah she's really got me but i bought like a $72 marble run. i mean, i've bought so many beauty products and skin care products, but i think the runs sticks out as being maybe the most ridiculous, right? because you don't want a plastic one? no, of course. right. that wouldn't again. bad mom. right. that wouldn't be good. yeah. did you when you were receiving products in the mail, were you having like conflict emotions about it like when i received products that i off instagram, a lot of times i was like, this is not great. you know like that was a mistake. and then feel like i go through my life thinking i'm smarter than instagram, but then in reality i'm not necessarily at all right, oh god, i wish i could say that felt more of a i shouldn't have done this. i also do think that's just the way we shop. it's so enmeshed in how we shop. yeah, i think the marble run, though. i think the marble looks like i set up for my kids and it was like, you know, now magic