yeah, it wasn't me deciding it was ubar, it was the best archaeologist in the world, juris zarins. and you have not stopped and your health problems have gotten worse. and ijust wonder if you are struggling — to put it bluntly — to manage with the realities of ageing, when your determination to get going, keep the expeditions alive, is as strong as ever. yeah, it is, in my head, as strong as ever. but i acknowledge the fact that people, when they get to sort of 73, it starts being alarming. things drop off and you have to start going for fast walks instead of runs on your daily — yeah, that is unfortunately true. so, what we are doing is i am handing over the planning of what we do do to my colleagues like doctor michael strahd, who's a top expedition doctor. he is taking over, right now, up in the arctic with the russian polar experts looking to see how the ice is behaving, allowing new expeditions where there was ice and there is now water. but i just wonder whether you're. .. again, it's a question of responsibility. you have a teenage daughter. after your first wife died, you r