i think in juvey hall, the weights probably gives you a workout. >> bercenio says he hopes jesse will follow his workout routine, but not his life as a gang banger. >> everybody wants their own children to be successful and succeed in life and be somebody, you know. but he's young. he's a teenager. so sometimes he don't make the best decisions, you know. you can't force it. you know, it's like you can bring a horse to water, but you can't make it drink, you know. also, maybe, you know, they're going to make their own decision. >> though he has never been charged with murder, bercenio made it clear that some of his decisions ended in violence. >> i was just a gunner, you know. when fools hear my name, i wanted to reap fear into the deltings of their soul. but as far as when i was going on hits. your intention is to go and spread as many around as you can. you know. and brings the rain. just delivering a metal rainstorm, you know. 126789 coming up, jeremy bowles receives devastating news. >> i'm cool. it's just everything -- >> announcer: and then confesses to the shocking magnitude of