and it was kate medina. and she came to visit me, and we talked about the possibilities. and, frankly, i wasn't sure that it would work. i wasn't sure that what emerged would be of sufficient quality that i would be proud of it. i--i just didn't know what i was getting into. and kate medina was very kind and very patient, and i didn't want an advance because if i didn't like it, i didn't want anything to do with it. i wanted to see it before i knew that i wanted to go forward with this. i mean, if you put your name on something, you want to think, 'well, maybe it's ok.' and i was very concerned about that. but she was lovely to work with and encouraging, and so we just plugged along over a period of time, and we'd share things. and we got along perfectly in terms of what we wanted to do and cover. and we had only one area of substantive disagreement, and that was about how we should characterize our father. alan never left the ranch. i mean, he went to the university of arizona, and when he married, he came back to the ranch and worked there. and i think sometimes it's ve