i was with a community with kathi joanne sarah and with stephanie -- with kathi joe, and sarah, and with stephanie. i will stop talking. without the wall, i could not do this. so grateful. >> a couple of items that you also mentioned that you thought were important to share with the audience? >> just to back up a little bit, i wanted you to know that i care for my has been, who has had the dreaded disease for six years. i was married 57 years, 363 days. he died just two days shy of my anniversary. i thought he died to avoid giving me an anniversary present. but he forgot to give me a present before he died, so i cannot blame that. it is interesting to sit and know there's something wrong -- because i've been with them all those years -- i could tell there was something wrong. i knew the memory was going. i knew he was getting more irrigable -- more irrigable. he accused me of stealing. so much going on. they -- they would say he talks fine to me. i thought it was just me. he is getting older. but finally -- and i am a nurse -- supposed to know better. but finally, i went to the neurologi