to be kathryn hudson that i don't even want to look like katy perry anymore sometimes.ttle bit of why i cut my hair. >> i think people saw a side of katy perry they never really knew was there. i mean, they saw you break down. >> they saw kathryn hudson. i didn't break down, i opened up. and that's the difference. it's okay to be vulnerable, and it's okay to, like, feel feelings. who said it's not okay to feel feelings? and why do we have to be so perfect? >> she talks about the suicide that you brought up in the felt guilty for feeling those thoughts, but we've all been low before. again, a whole new katy perry, much more of her interview tonight on "access hollywood." wendy and leon, what do you think of this new katy perry? >> well, i like it, because i being you can't talk enough about mental health issues. and especially she has the power of speaking to a generation that people our age maybe can't reach and i think it's brave and i think we need to constantly break this stigma, and she's doing that. so i just hope she's on a good path and she's getting the help she

born kathryn hudson she believes the old katy perry is gone. changed her look, chopping off her hairs. as we saw from her days in witness house she struggled with how the world looks at her. >> i don't want to look like katy perry anymore sometimes. >> and she's opening up more about her love life, saying a deseeshl mate is man of quality and equality. she compliment orlando bloom, john mayer and ex-husband russell brand, saying they are quote, beautiful in their own right. katy is an open book these days. so is her witness house. fans are able to visit it. ♪ >> katy's album is currently number one. >>> coming up next, jamie foxx's daughters are growing up fast. >>> then, while we wait to see beyonce's new babies, the celebs that you didn't know were twins. >>> plus, does selena has a hidden message for taylor swift in her new video. >>> and transformers 5. >>> but first -- ♪ >>> adele visited the victims displaced by the london. >>> celebrating zoe as the face of the ♪ >>> selena gomez's new video for bad liar has come out. eagle-eye fans have

. >> i so badly want to be kathryn hudson that i don't want to look like katy perry sometimes.aw a side of katy perry they didn't know was there. >> i think i was letting go of this thing i created. a more exaggerated version of me. i didn't feel like katherine hudson. i didn't feel like i was special. i had to create a character of myself. and she's done really well. >> wow. >> oh. >> i feel a little sad. >> yeah. >> i believe that. i was thinking, you know, beyonce. she would talk about her fear. a lot of artists have an alter ego that gives them some confidence. and eventually, they get to a place -- i'm a star in my own right. i don't have to make up a name or identity. kudos to katy. >> good for her. a guy that uses his real name, john cena, on "the tonight show," with jimmy fallon. talking about his show, "american grit." and pulls off an impressive feat of strength. >> can you dead-lift a person? >> you don't want to see any -- [ cheers and applause ] >> can you do it? >> let's try it. stiff as a board. give me one of your hands. we're going to shake hands like this. and