i think that's when i watched the video i noticed something and katrin himmler, she's married actually to jewish guy today. those are the descendants of perpetrators who knew from the very beginning about the family's past, and for me it is very different because i found out by coincidence. and i had a life before, and i also had a strong identity before. so i never only identified myself by being a goeth, the granddaughter of amon goeth. i was more identified myself with being jennifer, i would say. the second name i changed. i changed because of the adoption. i changed it because of my marriage. i was always jennifer, and therefore, i think it is far more - it's easier for me or it was easier for me in the long run to find my own identity. for all these people who grow up with their heritage with the difficult heritage, it was almost impossible to leave the past behind. and if i say to leave the past behind, it doesn't mean that i forget, you know, but i want to set a different example and so far that i think, you know, just if you look back, it doesn't help anyone. the last word of