waiting outside. >> i called kaylin, my first call from the jail.t want you to be sorry, it's been your way for 11 years. it's going to be my way now. i was already exhausted, but that was all the encouragement that i needed. >> kaylin held you accountable? >> absolutely, yeah. >> i think i'm leaving the sober. >> reporter: jessica's camera, a fly on the wall for truly raw moments between a mother and her daughter, who bore the emotional brunt of her mother's addiction. >> what if the sober house is the only thing that's keeping you going the way you're supposed to? >> reporter: it's a relationship that's a work in progress. it wasn't until kaylin saw the doc herself that she felt she understood her mom's struggle. what was this past year like, though, actually building that trust up back with your mom? >> it's treating trauma, a bunch of unresolved stuff with yourself and your family. it's not just addiction, it's a lot deeper than that. realizing she's waking up every day and continuing to choose sobriety every single morning. it restored a lot of

penn state's trying the 9 30 came up short when sean clifford's pass was broken up by illinois kaylin the game remains tied at 18. now it's the align i shot for the win. backup quarterback brandon peters, rolling out throwing to the end zone where his past was caught. by casey washington. illinois celebrates in 2018 win a game that featured the most overtimes in ncaa history and illinois's first win over a top 10 team. in 14 years in ames, iowa state hosting another top 18th ranked oklahoma state down for the cyclones go in front with 5.5 minutes left. briefs hall punches it in from four yards out. it's 24 21, the 19th straight game in which hall had scored a rushing touchdown defensive stand needed, though, for iowa state to wrap the game up fourth and two spencer sanders to brendan presley for the cowboys. presley stopped short of the first down the change show it not by a lot, but the ball has turned over on down. cyclone fans celebrate 13 24 21 win as they had oklahoma state. its first loss, and those all time lists are largely meaningless. but it was much talked about this week w