. >> kelly suter: these rooms are clean. >> logan: nurse kelly suter is one of a handful of americansking alongside colin bucks. >> suter: even though i know it's a reality that i could get sick, and that i could be one of them that doesn't survive, i'm okay with that because i'd rather be here helping than home and safe. >> logan: she's 29, from northern michigan, and will be here until the end of the year. what is it like to see it every day? >> suter: it can be difficult. there's good days and there's bad days. i mean, the first deathbed i experienced was a gentleman that, i mean, he came in critical, but i didn't expect him to pass away as suddenly as he did. in fact, i was in there bathing him and getting him dressed, and then all of a sudden i looked up and his eyes were really big and he was obviously scared. and, you know, my instincts as an american nurse is to turn around and look for, you know, the code blue button to hit or some medications or an ambu bag. and you realize that... >> logan: but there isn't one? >> suter: no, you know. so i got down by his bed and held his h