i talked to a doctor at mayo clinic, he said you've got to do stem cells and ken anderson said we can beat this with drugs so i decided to go with ken and it worked. >> rose: you both talked to people who had it work and not work. >> that's something i learned. i tell folks now there was a time when you would go online and get a tsunami of information and you didn't know what to trust. now all the major healthcare systems have terrific web sites mayo clinic, johns hopkins, cleveland clinic, m.d. anderson and you can go on and they say, here's what's going on in multiple myeloma so you can inform yourself. >> rose: so the emotional side of this, i would assume, knowing you, the last thing you ever wanted is to have someone say, poor tom, cancer victim. >> yeah, that's why i kept it secret, quite honestly. i didn't want to show up on the internet, tom brokaw, cancer victim and everybody looking at me saying, i think he's going to die. >> rose: it's an interesting phenomenon because, as you know, while you were on your back here in new york, you wrote me this lovely note because you have