joining me in the studio now is kevin hines and several years ago, this is an unbelievable story. he went over the golden gate bridge with the intent to kill himself. miraculously he survived, is here is thriving a global speaker and author and outspoken advocate for mental health. i'm happy to see you here happy and in person. >> i'm happy to be here in more ways than one. >> this is the book. a great title "cracked: not broken." you say your dad came up with it? >> my dad came up with it. >> i'm sure your family is thrilled that you're here. how old are you when you did this? >> i was 19, due to bipolar disease, when i went to the golden gate bridge and attempted suicide by jumping off, the single worst action of my entire life was an instant regret and i just prayed i would live and thankfully i did. it was year later when my dad took me to the golden gate bridge to drop a flower off and find closure. after i talked with the clergymen i decided to dedicate my life to trying to help prevent suicide and trying to help people define mendel illness. >> bipolar, things going on in y