frank thomas, hall of famer, kevin millar, raul ibanez, three time mvp yankee alex rodriguez, i am kevin burkhardt. terry collins did a wonderful job getting the mets team here, but coming out on the short end. let's go down to terry. >> the conversations with harvey after the eighth inning, how comfortable were you with the decision to leave him in the game. >> i know he was throwing well, you know, kenny, one of the things i pride myself in here is trust my players. it is one of the things i learned through the years of managing, you know, and this kid me in the eye, said i have to have this game. i have to have this. i want this game. for what he has been through, what he is trying to accomplish, i said then go out there and get it. get the job done. just didn't happen. so certainly i am going to second guess myself a long time, but again, i truly believe you have to support the players once in a while, that kind of heart and desire, it is hard to find. you know, i had taken him out and gotten runs would have been the wrong decision anyway. certainly we had a tremendous year, nobody t