in fact, khurram used to be saima.ilor, making clothes for the third gender community — clothes that he no longer wears himself. i want to understand why he now dresses as a man. there's this real sense of sadness, and that's because khurram's not entirely being himself. he said it. there's the person who he was born, that's who he was assigned to be and he was raised as a boy, and then there's saima, and saima is who he feels his spirit is, and he says straight out that he misses saima. and he says saima comes out in the day a few times in a bit of his speech or in a bit of his attitude, but he can't live and dress and, most importantly probably, he can't love the way he wants to. good evening, everyone. you guys are listening to fm 91. we have a very special guest, guru ashee. tonight, at one of lahore's most popular radio stations, guru ashee is using her celebrity status to win over a national audience and draw attention to the plight of her people. she's really going for it. to have references to things like hiv a