absolutely >> talk to me about the kwame kilpatrick before prison and the kwame kilpatrick that sitso the points of even having thoughts about not being here anymore, but out of that came a totally new understanding because i was broken enough to receive the spirit of humility >> reporter: although kilpatrick resists saying he found god in prison, his faith has become the focal point of his life. >> i was broken enough and all out of options and in a position where i just don't know what else to do i've come to the end of myself, and i accepted christ as my lord and savior, and everything in my life changed from the moment i got up off my knees to now. >> reporter: he's got a new purpose, remarried with baby due in june, and as an ordained pastor, he started an online ministry. >> suddenly the holy spirit showed up. >> i have a mission, and that mission, i'm on borrowed time, you know, i'm still serving a 28-year sentence i just feel like i have a different warden in a different place. i really do. >> part of the christian faith is atonement for wrongdoings, do you feel like you've d