long story, willem and high and kokai, kokai had no money to get back to his village. i had the money so i said i would pay for the trip back so he went back to the village. we climbed down, and i had a satellite phone. i said to willem i will call you when i want you to pick me up. of you don't hear from me in a month come get me. of place i was incredibly intimidated by, every time i had been there i felt i couldn't pierce it at all and the people were really -- everywhere i have been in the world people were incredibly gracious and incredibly friendly and this was a place where i didn't feel that. i was trying to investigate their deepest darkest secrets so i was pretty nervous about it all end not to mention it is difficult. there is no plumbing or electricity or store. it is mud and rain and trees, you smoke a lot. willem climbed in his boat and he was gone and i was there by myself but it was completely different in every way all because suddenly all the old men in the village came and sat down in kokai's room and patted me on the shoulder, and patted me on the s