worship, the last of that branch who was connected with the church was my great-great-grandfather, konstantin travineader of the church choir in the nizhny novgorod cathedral, which was in the kremlin, unfortunately, from great-grandfathers only survived two notebooks, and his photographs, during the soviet period, the great-grandmother, fearing the consequences, was forced to destroy all documents related to his activities as regent, his notebooks, but when we started looking for information, this was the first photograph, the first documents , which i encountered when we began to study our genealogy, and then, when i began to grow up, at the age of 6... my grandmother brought me to the temple for worship, it was just an ordinary weekday, without any holiday, in the temple there was a service going on, a liturgy, there weren’t very many people, but i remember this day specifically as a day when in silence without any fuss, and for the first time i could pray, of course, then still like a child, just maybe without special prayers, but for me, this day was remembered as the day when i first conscious