and what i did was, i traveled to krakow. in krakow, the former concentration camp does not exist anymore. what you have today is only a statue or memorial where you can go. and when i understood that i have to leave the past behind, but i don't want to forget. i felt it would be a good thing to lay flowers. to have a symbolic exit somehow. to somehow go on with my life, but not to forget. to honor the victims but to go on and live in the future, to try to see what we can do. to somehow turn it around. you know, to make something positive out of it. brian: you tell us in the book you were born in 1975. if i do the math right, you are 45-years-old. jennifer: yes. brian: when did you find out that amon goeth was your grandfather? jennifer: i was 38-years-old. brian: how did it happen? jennifer: on a sunny day in august. brian: what city? jennifer: hamburg. still my hometown. it was a regular and ordinary day. i did not suspect anything. in the morning i got up, my kids were much younger. i drove them to preschool. i was in the