- there are all these people coming in and out, and i think it might've been christian iing -- kris jansing -- said, i've got to go. i went to the firehouse. on the way, i called eddie 17, also alatter union guy -- eddie brings me in. , butid, we will do this they do not want their names in the paper. i'm a that is not a big deal. he said, you're going to know them. you're going to know all of them. i did. one firefighter who i never met before -- it was really different. i was going around. had been in guys three combat tours in iraq and afghanistan, on the job six years, a tough guy, and he was staring off into space. knew he had been treated for ptsd when he came back from his last two or -- i said, do you think you needed again? he said, probably. sean was still in a tough place. everybody on engine seven had a connection to that family. the driver said his daughter babysat martin. the lieutenant, his kid goes to school with henry, the nine- year-old, the older boy who was not hurt. eddie kelly who brought me up to the station, his daughter is in the same irish step dance class as jamie