but i told them, as i say, went to mitchell, went to haldeman, to krogh, others, i said this is very painful, but it is the only way this going to end. and it is the only way it did end. i told -- and actually, that is another thing, i should say, i certainly included nixon. that was the conversation on the 15th, which is probably the most interesting of all of my taste -- tapes, a very long session. moderator: it sounds like you had personal conversations with most of these men, with the exception of president nixon after. john: afterwards. curiously, i ran into haldeman when he was working for a fellow by the name of murdoch, a developer of your -- developer here in los angeles. and we were going to have lunch. we never did. we had a nice exchange in the hall. i was coming down an elevator, and he was getting on, and i was seeing someone, and we just had a brief reunion. we never did. next thing i knew, he had stomach cancer and passed away. the, ehrlichman i first ran into when we shared the same publisher up in new york, and when i years later filed a lawsuit for some defamation