i mentioned my student loan debt as kwquadrupled. it's unbelievable. i would never phantomed in my whole life, where i grew up, you work hard, go to work every day and the rest will follow that my life would have ended up this way because i was a stellar employee. i still have all my job reviews in my garage in a box because it was so demoralizing and dehumanizing to be let go. once i announced which was already visible to the rest of the world because just being me, it ended very rapidly and overnight i became lazy, shiftless. all these sorts of things. just literally overnight once announcing transition. it was a quick break till the end at that point. i know many others that suffer the same thing. it will go with me to my grave. >> thank you very much for your courage both in going through what you've gone through but in sharing with everybody else and giving us a face to identify what's an important issue in this country today. the importance of making sure that every person in this country has the potential and it's better