la la, watch out the romance ♪ >> larry: international superstar. style icon. ♪ self-proclaimed freak ♪ i want to kiss you ♪ >> larry: lady gaga gives us a backstage pass into her unique world. ♪ next on this special 25th anniversary edition of "larry king live." ♪ can't read mine, can't read mine, no can't read my poker face ♪ >> larry: on this, our 25th anniversary week here at cnn, we're so excited to welcome lady gaga to "larry king live." she is the grammy-winning singer, songwriter, musician, performance artist whose provocative videos have been viewed more than one billion times online. and later in the show, we're going to give you a sneak peek of her latest video "alejandro." she just received five world music awards in may and is one of the top winners at the 2010 brit awards. lady gaga has sold more than 15 million albums and 40 million singles worldwide. and "time" magazine recently published this annual list of the 100 most influential people in the world. lady gaga was on the cover as one of those people. were you surprised at that? >> yes, of course. i was so surprised. i didn't even imagine that i would make the list at all. and i was so excited, and i am very blessed to have the wonderful fans that i do who voted for me. should i call you larry or should i call you king larry? >> larry: well, king larry would be a great honor, but let's do larry, and i'll do gaga. >> okay. >> larry: okay. you were born stefani -- how did you come up with lady gaga? >> well, it was actually a nickname that some of my friends called me in new york. i was doing these performance art pop music pieces in the city. and they were a bit on the eccentric side i suppose. so people started to call me gaga after the queen song "radio gaga." >> larry: at what age growing up, gaga, did you know that you wanted to be a performer? >> in the womb, larry. in my mother's warm womb. >> larry: at your birth. >> yes, at my birth. i guess you could say it's always been my destiny to be a performer. i used to perform even just in restaurants with my family or in the living room. but it's been really a very exciting transition now that i get to do this for a living. and i just refuse to stop. i probably should take a break and go on vacation. but i'd rather die on stage. not under a palm tree. >> larry: before you were a performer, did you have any other jobs? >> yeah, well, i was a waitress for many years. and a bartender. and i was a go go dancer briefly as well. i used to make a lot of money to pay for demos and flyers that i used to post up all around the nyu area on the lower east side to get people to come see my shows. i got a job when i was 15 because my allowance was about $20 a week. which in new york was impossible. so i used to waitress across the street from where i grew up. and i used to take all the money i made waitressing so that i could go watch jazz downtown. >> larry: you said that people use the word icon carelessly. do you consider yourself an icon? >> no, i do not. i hope when i'm dead i'll be considered an icon, though. >> larry: who are your icons? who does lady gaga look up to? >> who do i look up to? my mother. my grandmother. i love princess diana. so much. she was an enormous influence on me when i was younger, because my mother worshipped her so much. her story, how she began, what she married into, how her society affected her as a woman, i was always very fascinated with princess diana. when she died, it was -- i'll never forget. my mother was crying, sitting on the couch watching the news, and i was very young. and it was this very powerful moment in my childhood watching my mother so connected to someone. so i guess you could say she is one of my biggest icons. as well as, you know, david bowie, wonderful. >> larry: did the family encourage you to sing and dance and perform? >> yes. my mother was actually in musical theater when she was younger, and my dad was in a bruce springsteen cover band for many years. he was a real jersey shore boy. and they were always very supportive. they always -- you know, i think more than anything in my house growing up, my parents instilled a strong work ethic in me and my sisters. so as long as i worked hard at whatever it is i wanted to do, they were okay with me doing it. but if i was ever lazy, i would -- i would reckon that they would perhaps not want me to do it. >> larry: there has been a lot of stories and stories so often wrong about your health. how are you? >> i'm okay, thank you, larry. how are you? >> larry: i'm okay. i mean, you look great. there was a story about lupus or something? do you have lupus? >> you know, lupus is in my family, and it is genetic. it's funny because my mother told me the other day that my fans were quite worried about me because they did talk about the fact that i was tested for lupus. and the truth is i don't show any signs, any symptoms of lupus. but i have tested borderline positive for the disease. so as of right now i do not have it. but i have to take good care of myself. >> larry: sure, you have to be very precautionary. death, though, is a theme in a number of your performances. you're only 24. you have been eaten by a giant angler fish on stage, crushed by a falling chandelier during a 2009 mtv music show. do you think about dying? >> yes, i do. >> larry: at age 24? >> it's something i -- well, i dream about it a lot. i don't know. i suppose i could lie to you and not tell you the truth, but the truth is i do think about it. the angler fish in the show was actually my childhood monster. my big fear was of the angler fish. so it was kind of comical to use it in the show that i battle my childhood fear every night before the finale. i don't know. i actually am good friends with deepak chopra who i speak a lot about to about my dreams. and he thinks it's nothing to really worry about. he tells me i'm very creative and i should learn to embrace my insanity and not worry so much because i always call him and saying deepak, i had this most horrible, morbid dream. what does it all mean? he says you're just very creative. put it on stage. >> deepak is on this program a lot. he never worries about anything. he doesn't. >> he is a wonderful -- he is a wonderful person. i wish i could be more like that. but, you know, i think part of my fascination with it, as well as why it is in this show is that the show is a celebration of shame. the show is a rejection of insecurity. the monster ball is in essence an exorcism for my fans and for myself where we sort of put everything out on the table and reject it. there is so much in the show about insecurity and struggle. and so many of my fans are really, really, really troubled. and i was really troubled. and i still am fairly troubled. so i guess you can say i relate to my fans in that way. and i choose not to hide from it. i'm not interested, larry, in being a perfect placid pop singer that looks great in bikinis and is on the cover of every magazine. i'm more interested in helping my fans to love who they are and helping them to reject prejudice and reject those things that they're taught from society to not like themselves. >> larry: well said. >> like they're not wanted. >> larry: much more with lady gaga ahead, including an exclusive sneak peek. you're going to see this for the first time of her new musical video for "alejandro." you will not want to miss this. we'll be right back. okay, one more time. where do we stand? 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. ♪ ♪ oh, caught in a bad romance ♪ oh, caught in a bad romance ♪ ra, ra, roma, roma, gaga, ooh la la: we're back with the fantastic lady gaga on this our 25th anniversary week. we'll be joined thursday night by the president of the united states, barack obama. you said, lady gaga, that you don't touch cocaine anymore. was it hard to stop doing it? >> no, it wasn't. by the time that i had stopped doing it, it was ruining my life. so no, i kind of just threw it away, i guess. >> larry: british tabloids say that you recently -- i want to get this right -- you walked into a local pub in birmingham, you had a few drinks and picked up everybody's tab when you left. true? >> yes. what's wrong with buying a few friends a beer. >> larry: all right. you're in the midst now of a massive world tour. in fact, you're coming to us from the o2 arena in london where you'll be performing. what is that pressure like, to go on that kind of tour? >> it's a wonderful pressure. it's the most amazing pressure. it's not like any other kind of pressure. it's not under pressure, it's not water pressure. it's n
. >> larry: let me get a call from las vegas. hello, las vegas.ahead. >> caller: hi, i am just wondering how are the people in the gulf of mexico going to know where the money is actually going? i mean? >> larry: well, we are going to do our telethon in our small humble way. direct it through united way and agencies you will know directly where it is going. you know, dana? do you know how they will do this $20 billion, dana? >> does anyone know. i am sure they will put it in a lock box. >> it will be run by ken feinberg. it itss a democratic party fund run by an avid democrat. a good guy and will do a good job. >> larry: ben, did you want them to appoint a republican? >> absolutely a republican appointed feinberg for 9/11 victims fund. a republican appointed a democrat. it would have been nice if obama appointed a republican it would have shown bipartisanship. the problem is terribly serious the should not be overwhelmed by a new problem. partisanship and politics and abandoning the constitution. let's get the spill filled and return to the consti