. >> reporter: lachanze gooding, with her new husband calvin, a securities trader on the 104th floorid was go to work that day. his job meant sitting behind a desk selling stocks. i mean, it's not a dangerous position. he just went to work, and he hasn't come home yet. >> reporter: she kept his clothes in the drawers. >> it's something about knowing that his sock drawer is here and it's full of his socks that makes me -- that comforts me a little bit. you know? i don't know why, but he's not really gone if his clothes are here. >> reporter: a month after he died, little zaya was born, and lachanze and calvin already had another daughter who was just 1 1/2 years old. one time little celia saw her mom crying and asked her to stop. lachanze did, but she was still so exhausted she didn't think she could go back on the broadway stage. >> i was in a workshop rehearsal. i have a 2-year-old, and she was 6 months at the time. and she woke up at 3:00 am, and i was dead tired. and for the first time i really felt like, you know what? i can't do this. >> reporter: but she decided the biggest gif